We'll turn off all of the lights and set this ballroom aglow.
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Friday, September 29, 2006
7:36 PM In case the world forgot,i have my N levels next week,2nd of Oct on a monday.ha. anyway today's patron's day wasnt so bad besides the fact that i had to walk all the way back to school.i nearly died.anyway recess was like hurr.so many people la.anyway talked to gwen and tanya alot. oh well nothing else to say. hate me now for what you've heard.im not saying anything now.you can go on believing what you heard from that nut but what does she know compared to me.the fucker who created the whole thing in the first place.yeah call me whatever.shoot me stares.come fight me.i dont mind throwing a few punches and whatever la.im not letting all these affect me cause i'll kill myself. dont you dare call me childish cause im not.i didnt start the drama,i started the situation. i dont care what anyone thinks anymore.walk out if anyone wants to.yeah go on saying how i dont care anymore cause im not going to allow myself to. cause clearly, enough is fucking enough. i mean i had enough living my days having bombs dropping all of a sudden after recess,in the morning yadayada. so yeah..till then.take care.see you all soon after 9th oct. Take everything left from me. (All to blame) How can we still succeed, taking what we don't need? Telling lies, alibis, selling all the hate that we breed. Supersize our tragedy! Bought in the land of the free! (The free!) And we're all too blame, We've gone too far, From pride to shame, We're trying so hard, We're dying in vain, We're hopelessly blissful and blind To all we are, We want it all with no sacrifice! Realize we spend our lives living in a culture of fear. Stand to salute; say thanks to the man of the year. How did we all come to this? It's greed that we just can't resist! (Resist!) And we're all too blame, We've gone too far, From pride to shame, We're trying so hard, We're dying in vain, We're hopelessly blissful and blind To all we are, We want it all. Everyone wants it all with no sacrifice! Tell me now, what have we done? We don't know. I can't allow what is being done to tear it down, Believe me now, we don't know just what With our backs against the wall. And now we're all too blame, We've gone too far, From pride to shame, We're hopelessly blissful and blind When all we need Is something true I do believe, Don't we all? Everyone, everyone, We will fall. 'Cause we're all to blame We've gone too far, From pride to shame, We're trying so hard, We're dying in vain, We want it all, Everyone, don't we all? Thursday, September 28, 2006 8:06 PM firstly, Happy birhtday clara darling!i love you(: secondly, i cant believe im going to school tml after 3 years for not turning up for that day which i dont even know how the heck its spelled.HAHA yes laugh.go on.im stupid.shoo. thirdly, Ns are next week dude!believe it or not.this stupo here is sitting for it.HAHA wish me all the luck in the world. Fourth, john tucker must die.i think its 'tucker'.should be la.anyway yes.watched it with sam,joyce and gwen.great show.love that blond chick.no not the lead.haha and of course ms bush. No. Five, i want ms mollie sue xD Cheers fuckers. Empty frames,pictures torn apart no goodnight kisses anymore. goodbye sweetie, now i have to go. remeber me. There is a bit of leaves that awaits me i'll see you there,you've got the whole world ahead of you,ahead of you. im sorry i didnt say goodbye, im sorry that i made you cry and i'd make it up to you if i had the,if i had the chance to. what are we suppose to do when everything goes wrong is it possible to change your destiny what are we suppose to do when everything right goes wrong its impossible to change your destiny, to change your destiny our destiny. there is a bit of leaves that awaits me i'll see you there you've got the whole world ahead of you,ahead of you... i just need time Wednesday, September 27, 2006 12:41 PM Hello, good morning, how you do? What makes your rising sun so new? I could use a fresh beginning too All of my regrets are nothing new So this is the way that I say I need You This is the way that I'm Learning to breathe I'm learning to crawl I'm finding that You and You alone can break my fall I'm living again, awake and alive I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies Hello, good morning, how you been? Yesterday left my head kicked in I never, never thought that I would fall like that Never knew that I could hurt this bad So this is the way I say I need You This is the way that I say I love You This is the way that I say I'm Yours This is the way, this is the way Sunday, September 24, 2006 1:20 AM Hey, I wanna crawl out of my skin Apologize for all my sins All the things I should have said to you Hey, I can't make it go away Over and over in my brain again All the things I should have said to you Counting stars wishing I was okay Crashing down was my biggest mistake I never ever ever meant to hurt you I only did what I had to Counting stars again Hey, I'll take this day by day by day Under the covers I'm okay I guess Lost assure that I feel small Counting stars wishing I was okay Crashing down was my biggest mistake I never ever ever meant to hurt you I only did what I had to Counting stars again Counting stars again Counting stars again Counting stars again Counting stars again Counting stars again
12:49 AM past weeks and coming weeks are so gona kill me. tuition tuition tuition. studystudystudy. chemchemchemchem. mathsmathsmaths. schoolschoolschool. thats about it that have taken part in my life for the past week.you have no idea how SICK and TIRED i am of all those shit.hurr.i cant wait for Ns to be over so i can start getting rid of the fucking large amount of weight ive put on cause of all the snack and..and..and food la.hurr.hot night tonight. anyway dinner tonight with the uncle who came back from china.the one who used to love all the kids and make us laugh like fuck but now have changed.anyway yes.dinner with him plus granny,aunts and cousins.another 13452352359843 kg onto that already bloody fat tummy of mine.nownow.shootme.we had good food though(: the adults had the NZ talk again and apparently the mother have found something that might allow us to move over there.yeah she found some work shit?nothing to count on.she'll go over to check it out(: i need to lose weight and my baby is limping:(((( and i still need to lose weight.so dont tell me im fat.not needed!HAHA! its sunday tml already.how soon....hurr. goodnight folks! CHEERS! Saturday, September 16, 2006 12:12 AM ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! at this point.i really hate my mom.fuck her. Sunday, September 10, 2006 11:23 AM went tanning yesterday and it was the best! firstly it was because my dear princess charlene was there for me to spoil and secondly we had a lously breast servant.tsk! HAHAHA!(dont kill me sam,you know we still love you no matter how lously your breast are) anyway i was late as usual BUT i was only 5 to 10 mins late so shhhh! yeah so took a bus into sentosa which was freaking pack with all the horrible Singies and people from other country.they drove char and i nuts i swear!anyway we tan from 11plus-12 till around 3plus 4.yes i am so totally toasted now.red like a tomato yesterday that they couldnt tell my blushing from my redness.haha and this morning.im just hurting but its all worth it cause i had major alot of fun and i love it when im red but too bad it doesnt last for days or a life time.anyway yes,we headed to shower and had subway!it was the best though i dont know what i had cause sam does my ordering everytime we have subway cause i dont know how the hell the ordering goes about.this time she forgot i dont like onions:( so i had to take them out slowly.haha anyway after lunch it was the time we all hated again,waiting for buses...it was major boring but we had each other to laugh at.i decided to pick charlene up onto my shoulders and she was having alot of fun(at least i hope so).she couldnt stop laughing and so did i.i kept laughing along.everyone was looking but we didnt care.haha and cause everyone was looking sam tried getting char down cause she couldnt stand the stares but char and i didnt care.haha and in the line,we soon saw fathers carring their kids on their shoulders too.copycats!hahah anyway we had alot of fun and we'll do this again after char's PSLE:) photos will be up soon! Thursday, September 07, 2006 3:33 PM  i dont understand why she loves veggie breath bones. i shouted coffee really loudly to take this picture cause half the time she's being a bitch i love my baby oh-so very much.i think coffee looks really adorable and neat after her recent fur cut.i just love hugging her and squeezing that fat body of hers.she keeps me really warm and make me one hell of a happy and lucky kid to have her(: anyway,my one week has been well.okay la.after tues ss paper it was off for a last min party at ailins.so i picked ravi then we picked gwen then pick tanya then off to ailin's.haha it was one hell of a ride i tell you.ravi,gwen and i always get all these 'du-lan' taxi drivers.HAHA.annoying.anyway we had fun and all had a drink too much.but i manage to get gwen and ravi into the pool without having myself inside too.i rock!:D but ravi nearly tore my shirt trying to get me in la.it was one hell of a party but we all had fun cause everyone was there(: the whole group of us.i love them(: and i swear mary is damn cute when she gets tipsy.haha anyway that was for tues.went tanning on wed but it was kinda a bummer cause my dear princess charlene didnt come:( oh and i didnt get red and tan though the sun was f-ing good.all thanks to a bunch of ah bengs and shermain leong kaya.oh well.theres always another time. today, im a good girl.staying home all day.showered my baby who smells so good now and showering her this time is like super fast cause her fur is short.haha love it.anyway shes sleeping like a pig now and im shock cause its the first time she didnt shit after i shower her.hahaha!but i got another cotton bud stuck in her ear only this time i manage to take it out.haha anyway clean the whole house after that cause her fur was like all over.probably off to the club later tonight for dinner.hmm.okay la shall go study alil now. cheers!
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